Monday, April 5th, 2004
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8:50 am
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Sunday, April 4th, 2004
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7:13 pm - picking up pieces...settleing the score.
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lust is all i can do.
love? i know no such word.
we live in a fantasy.
where no one ever gets hurt.
and no one breathes properly.
lies.
count them up and put them on my tab.
the one you hold in your front right pocket.
as to keep it near to your heart.
dont take this to heart.
its not worth it.
im not worth it.
as you were.
current mood:  lethargic
current music: hot hot heat- in cairo
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5:00 am
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im sorry to the following people...
my mother- for yelling at you tonight, for something you had no control over. i love you.
randi- for making you feel insignificant. and for for not putting you first when i know i should have.
autumn- for not comming over when i said i would. you are one of the coolest people i have ever met. i look forward to your company in the future.
umm... if i have pissed anyone elce off i apologize. im sure i was in the wrong.
mike let me use his car tonight. but no gas and no gas money.
me and tim went to this keg party got trashed. i had a good time. i think i wa the youngest one there. it was fun.
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Friday, April 2nd, 2004
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8:52 am - yeah..ummm im a fucking pimp
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1. Your favorite song with the name of a city in the title or text:
the strokes- new york city cops
2. A song you've listened to repeatedly when you were depressed at some point in your life:
Bright eyes-if winter ends
3. Ever bought an entire album just for one song and winded up disliking everything but that song? Gimme that song:
basement jaxx-bitch
4. A song whose lyrics you thought you knew in the past, but about which you later learned you were incorrect:
hot hot heat-le le low
5. Your least favorite song on one of your favorite albums of all time:
the white stripes- i can tell we are going to be friends
6. A song you like by someone you find physically unattractive or otherwise repellent:
ben kweller-wasted and ready
7. Your favorite song that has expletives in it that's not by Liz Phair:
modest mouse-what people are made of
8. A song that sounds as if it's by someone British but isn't:
millencolin-no cigar
9. A song you like (possibly from your past) that took you forever to finally locate a copy of:
he got game sound track- it was done by public enemy
10. A song that reminds you of spring but doesn't mention spring at all:
Hot Hot Heat - Bandages
11. A song that sounds to you like being happy feels:
the stokes-reptillia
12. Your favorite song from a non-soundtrack compilation album:
poisin the well-spill
13. A song from your past that would be considered politically incorrect now (and possibly was then):
nothing is politically correct.
14. A song sung by an overweight person:
anything by blues traveler
15. A song you actually like by an artist you otherwise hate:
limps cover of that who song
16. A song by a band (whose members actually play instruments) that features three or more female members:
yeah yeah yeahs- maps
17. One of the earliest songs that you can remember listening to:
montel jordan- this is how we do it
18. A song you've been mocked by friends for liking:
Dashboard Confessional - hands down
19. A really good cover version you think no one else has heard:
idfk
20. A song that has helped cheer you up (or empowered you somehow) after a breakup or otherwise difficult situation:
radiohead-were i end and you begin
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7:27 am - it doesn't really matter what people are made of
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tonight we die.
they will bury us side by side.
with the sweet taste of alcohol buring our lips.
we die tonight.
listen autumn your dad has to talk to katies mom before she can leave tonight. so when you get to your dads give me a call. she was going to give me a ride there, if everything works out. i know it will.
current mood:  hopeful
current music: click-the clock strikes three
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Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
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9:00 am - the best day ever
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sunday was one of the best days ive had in a while. i woke up hung over as fuck, and went to roadhouse because i couldn't find tim because he didnt come home the night before. i went home changed clothes and went to mikes he was still asleep but i told him to get his ass up so we could go to new orleans. he has a bunch of friends in the city. we all went to this cool mexican food place and we sat out side, the weather was great. im taking my prom date there after the dance. we walked to virgin and i looked at some music, way to over priced. we then went to this girls house that was a bartender and she was hella cool...she was about to leave for work so we decided to walk with her, we smoked a joint on the way. when we got to the club we walked straight up to the balcony and we got free shots. we left the club and walked around burbon for a while before heading home. when we got to the car this bum asked me if i had a match, i handed him my lighter and then he asked to buy a ciggerette for 25 cents. i gave him the pack i had just bought, he was nice. he said he could tell we werent from around there, i just smiled said god bless and we headed home. i got home a 12:30 i love that city.end
autumn call me when you get home.
current mood:  tired
current music: modest mouse-paperthinwalls
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Monday, March 29th, 2004
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1:08 pm - we should eat some beans...
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i had so much fun autumn friday and saterday night. katie boatner came and spent the night with us. we went to a place known as "the shed". there were alot of beautiful people there, and beer. me and katie smoked some dro. she had to leave, so she dropped me and autumn off at my house. we proceeded to drink sour apple pucker in watermelon kool-aid, it tasted like candy. went to mikes apartment and talked with him. mike drove her home for me. i dont think i could have done it myself. there are alot of crazy people. run away from them. i had alot of fun.
current mood:  accomplished
current music: thestrokes-reptillia
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Saturday, March 27th, 2004
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5:20 pm - my moms is wild
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Iluvmycapt03: jerry
indieonlyatnight: yeah
Iluvmycapt03: what are you doing tonight
indieonlyatnight: gettin crunk
Iluvmycapt03: stay out of trouble you here
indieonlyatnight: going to bible study and maybe come back her for a short prayer meeting
Iluvmycapt03: gettin crunk? jim says what's that
Iluvmycapt03: he doesn't apprecite your humor
indieonlyatnight: ha haa
Iluvmycapt03: you need to go to a prayer meeting
indieonlyatnight: we all do
indieonlyatnight: i went to church wed
indieonlyatnight: with tim
Iluvmycapt03: you did?
indieonlyatnight: yeah
Iluvmycapt03: good it was fill the church or something
indieonlyatnight: yeah
indieonlyatnight: alan called us
Iluvmycapt03: is that the pot head
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8:49 am
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im sorry i cant do this anymore.
you lie.
its that simple.
in other news:
me and A-dizzle are getting crruuunnnkkk toninte should be fun. party hard
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Friday, March 26th, 2004
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9:04 am
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NEVER AGAIN.
we should really stop.
before someone gets hurt
before someone loses an eye.
its obvious its no more, you don't feel the same.
...as you once did.
i will sleep better at night.
...you will lay awake.
current mood:  depressed
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7:30 am
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Thursday, March 25th, 2004
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8:49 am
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BLEEDER
You came to me like a dream
The kind that always leaves
Just as the best part starts
It ends so abruptly
And leaves you stunned and naked
In your bedroom all alone
It's kinda funny how something so soothing
Gets interrupted by the ring of a telephone
And you broke me like the cigarette
That I busted on the day I quit
But now that i've been drinking
I'm out of smokes and I wish that I had it
Woke up to my daily headache
And the realization that you are gone
Oh my sweet darling happiness
You've been away from me all along
One thing that I've never said-
I'm truly happy in my heart and in my head
A lonely liver suspended in liquid
You came to me like a dream
The kind that always leaves,
Just as the best part starts
It ends so abruptly
And leaves you stunned and naked
In your bedroom all alone
It's kinda funny how something so soothing
Gets interrupted by the ring of a telephone
One thing that I've never said-
I'm truly happy in my heart and in my head
A lonely liver suspended in liquid
It's one thing that I never did was smile
Missing a case - lacking a lid
My heart bleeds for what you never did
You never did
For what you never did
Never did
For what you never did
Never did, never did, never did
You never did, you never did
It's one thing that I've never said-
I'm truly happy in my heart and in my head
A lonely liver suspended in liquid
It's one thing that I never did was smile
Missing a case - lacking a lid
My heart bled for what you never did until now
current mood:  anxious
current music: the trio
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Wednesday, March 24th, 2004
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7:03 pm
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Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stare I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
current music: blink
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Sunday, March 21st, 2004
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12:41 am
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Monday, March 8th, 2004
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9:48 pm
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5:06 pm
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Friday, March 5th, 2004
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4:06 pm
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Monday, March 1st, 2004
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1:08 pm - all the skinny hoes let bruce bruce hit it...
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shit went dooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
im fucking scared.
i dont know what to do.
jesus save me.
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Friday, February 27th, 2004
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8:47 am - if you want me dead...kiss me
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and i found you tounge tied
in my twisted little brain
you couldn't crack a smile
i didn't catch your name
i don't blame you for walking away
i'd do the same if i saw me
i swear it's not contagious
in four short steps we can erase this
step one: slit my throat
step two: play in my blood
step three: cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house
step four: stop off at edgebrook creek and rinse those crimson hands
you took me hostage and made your demands
i couldn't meet them so you cut of my fingers
one by one
current mood:  sick
current music: the trio
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Thursday, February 26th, 2004
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9:06 am - kayti
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i ran four red lights and went 100 mph on the bridge. to get home, my dad said nothing but give me your keys. dammit. it was worth it. are you in trouble. when are you going to post those pictures. you are the shitness.
ill call you when i get home from school.
current mood: sick
current music: unwritten law-seeing red
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